The chain of events leading to this injury started almost
a year earlier when I fell on my head in 2003 while practicing a ditch
jump that was supposed to win me a particular cross race, but instead
ended my cross season. I had lingering effects from the head injury the
next spring and abandoned my road season after a few miserable races.
When the 2004 cross season came around, I was ready to try again. Going
into this, the third race of the season, I felt that things had started
to turn around and was determined to ride at the front of the race.
I had a poor start but when the race began to split up, I was able to
ride across the gaps and found myself at the tail end of a four man
lead group and feeling comfortable. Then something strange happened. On
the course there was a vertical plastic pole marking an intersection.
It was on a spring like the slalom poles that ski racers knock out of
their way and then the pole springs back up, only this one was only
about four feet tall. This was a permanent feature, not part of
the course construction. The lead rider hit this pole and then it
bounced around and whacked each of the following riders as we passed.
It happened to hit my front cantilever brake and knocked the brake
block out of alignment so that my brake was rubbing. I spent a few
futile moments trying to fix the brake and then rode the crippled bike
around to the pit.
By the time I was on my spare bike I was running DFL and extremely
frustrated. In my mind, I belonged in the lead group and every one else
just needed to get the hell out of my way. I was storming through the
field passing dangerously and yelling at people. Think of the 1966
movie "Grand Prix", I was like the Yves Montand character during his
final fatal drive. It was going well, but was destined to end badly.
Finally I tried a stupid pass where there was no room and the other
rider shut the door on me. Our bikes tangled and I fell off to the
left. I jumped up, picked up my bike, realized that I needed to
straighten my bars, did that. Before getting on the bike, it occurred
to me that my leg hurt some and it might be a good idea to have a look
before continuing. What I saw was that my shin was open to the bone for
five inches (12.7 cm) and three inches wide. I walked off the
course, dropped the bike, sat down and clamped my hands over the wound
and waited for help to come. Surprisingly there wasn't much bleeding.
In the end there was just a trickle of blood to my ankle, not the
torrent I expected. I assume I must have cut the leg open on a wooden
stake used to mark the course. There was nothing else in the area.
Someone came to my aid almost immediately, asked to see the damage, was
suitably shocked and left to get help. I was on the extreme far side of
the course from the start/finish and EMT, so it took a while for help
to arrive. I spent the next 10-15 minutes sitting there holding my leg.
Several other people came by and asked to see the wound and I refused.
They all eventually left. I had a lot of time to just sit there and
think about things. I was gasping, but not because there was terrible
pain. I suppose I was just in shock from the sight of the wound. The
other racers eventually came around again and we had some brief
exchanges like, Bret, are you alright? followed by No, not really.
The ACA has a rule that there has to be an EMT on site at every race,
no matter how small. I was really thankful for that. The EMT was a
young woman who very competently, rinsed and wrapped the wound and
before long I was walking around gingerly. I felt like I could drive
myself to the hospital but my friends talked me out of it due to the
shock. One drove me back to Boulder Community Hospital while another
drove my car home for me.
The hospital emergency staff took the wound very seriously. I had a
crew of three in HazMat gear flushing the wound with a
saline/antibiotic mixture. During the treatment, there was a steady
stream of staff coming by to see the wound. I would have thought that
they saw this sort of thing all the time, but they said no. They told
me that they didn't plan to suture the wound for three days. The plan
was to swell the wound with saline, pack it with gauze and let the
saline seep into the gauze for three days, hopefully taking any
bacteria with it. This worked well as the wound healed cleanly. I was
on crutches for a few days, back on the bike within a week but didn't
try to do any cross again until my skin had healed six weeks later. I
couldn't bear the thought of splitting it open again. By that time the
season was almost over. I did one race with a soccer shin guard and
almost got lapped by the winner.
IN 2005 I came back and won the race where I got injured and went on to have my best cross season ever.
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